
Crowded hallways are the loneliest places for outcasts and rebels
Or anyone who just dares to be different
"Mama?"
"Hmm?"
"Why are those kids playing with dung?"
It was in the Pearl Lane, years before the Calamity, when Sarameda asked her mother that question and faced the sight of true poverty. Her mismatched eyes bright with inquiry and wariness at such a strange sight. After all, she never saw children in Limsa do something like that before. Even as she asked, she was clutching at her mother's skirt and shirking against the side of her leg as if to shift into her and hide away from the possibility of being caught looking. Those kids not only looked dirty, but scary too!
Lili looked towards them as well. They were ragamuffins. The city's lowest of the low, whose parents likely hadn't ate in days in order to let their child have needed nourishment. Or perhaps (and most likely) they had no parents. No one to tell them that it wasn't right to kick around a rolled up ball of chocobo dung as a means of entertainment.
Or...maybe they did know better. But had no feasible substitute for a ball.
And you've been trying for so long to find out what your place is
But in their narrow minds, there's no room for anyone who
dares to do something different
"Mama? Can we go?"
Sara moved to march down a side street with her hand fisted in her mother's skirt, but her mother didn't budge. Instead, she continued to stare at the children ahead of them. There was about five of them, with two leaning against the wall and cheering as one of the children kicked the dungball against a nearby wall that it shattered and showered bits of feces over their ragged heads. One of the little girls squealed with disgust.
Oh, but listen for a minute
"Actually...I have a better idea."
Raising her head a little higher, she moved forward towards them. Under one arm had been a basket of baked goods she was going to take to the soldiers: Steaming hot rolls slathered with butter and honeycomb. A truly delightful treat! Meanwhile, Sara followed after her meekly and a few fulms behind so she didn't have to get too close to the icky children.
One of the older kids spotted the mother first, tensing and glaring at her defiantly. A piece of dung was in his hair, and his tunic had little holes in the hem from where rats had fed on the material as he slept. It was a sad day when the rats were reduced to eating fabric in order to survive.
The mother stopped as soon as the boy moved to take a step back. This also got the attention of the other kids, who turned to collectively stare at the nicely dressed lady with the little girl trailing behind her. No one spoke, but she could see the distrust and wariness of a stranger in their eyes.
So, moving slowly, she removed a roll and held it out towards the boy.
Hear me out, there's so much more to life than what you're feeling now
Someday you'll look back on these days and all the pain is gonna be...
"Would you like a roll?"
Invisible.
He sneered, lips curling back over his surprisingly straight teeth as he bit out in response, "Why should I? You nobles wouldn't mind poisoning some of us and having a few less potential criminals on your hands!" One of the nearby girls whimpered and scampered behind the older boy, who never looked away from the woman as he placed his hand protectively atop her head.
Calmly, she brought the roll up to her own lips and took a bite. Chewing slowly, deliberately, swallowing, and then opening her mouth so that they could see it was all gone.
So your confidence is quit
To them quiet looks like weakness but you don't have to fight it
"There. Not poisoned. So, do you want one or not?"
Cause you're strong enough to win without the war
"How can I be sure that wasn't the only nonpoisoned one ya got!?"
In the back of her mind, she realized what a sad world it was that a child was paranoid enough to keep an eye out for poisons in the handouts of strangers.
"Because eating the whole batch seems a rather silly way to go about it."
When he still didn't look convinced, the mother set down the roll in the basket and took out another one. Taking a bite, she then reached for another. And another. And another...
Every heart has a rhythm, let yours beat out so loudly
That everyone can hear it, yeah, promise you don't need to hide it anymore
Oh, and never be afraid of doing something different
There had been twenty rolls in all. She took a bite out of each and every one. Chewing, swallowing, and opening her mouth so the children could see that she wasn't hiding anything.
                                                                        Dare to be something more
Only then, feeling bloated from eating so much and having a normally tiny stomach, did the boy come over and snatch a roll from her offering hand. He didn't offer a thanks or even a kind nod of the head. Just marched to a nearby wall, leaned against it and whistled to the other kids. Where he proceeded to take off a piece of the roll and hand it to each and every one until the tiniest of morsels was in his palm. Only then did he eat.
The mother smiled. "See? That wasn't so bad." Sara had gradually moved closer to her mother, still skittishly peeking around her skirts towards the children. They still looked scary and dangerous. And the way they ate those rolls! When was the last time they ate?
"Mama?"
"Yes?"
These labels that they give you just 'cause they don't understand
If you look past this moment, you'll see you've got a friend
"We're helping them, right?" The mother, Lili, nodded and ruffled the top of her daughter's pale blonde head while her youngest continued to look onward at the quiet though voracious children. Not knowing that this one act of kindness would span a tradition to last many years to come.
Waving a flag, for who you are, and all you're gonna do
Yeah, here's to you and here's to anyone who's ever felt invisible
______________________________________________________________________And so it was. Years later, and Lili found herself at the Lane again with a basket of rolls made the same way as she always did them: Dripping with honeycombs and butter and still steaming hot from the oven. As time went on, Lili made the trek by herself more and more often as her daughter and other two children grew too old and busy to accompany her.
Not that it bothered her much. It gave her time away from her company. Away from others. Allowed for her to people watch and get a sense of calm away from her work and current relocating. Moving her and Ado's things to the company house until they found a more suitable area of residence left her back and upper arms sore from shifting boxes and wrapping up more delicate articles so they didn't break or shatter in the transfer.
Like every trip, she dressed in feminine but light attire: a simple skirt, a blouse, and sandals. Her hair done up, no eye powder or lip paint. Just a woman with a basket of baked goods that she handed out to those who seemed to need them most. Men, women, and children alike. As she stood against the wall, she rolled her shoulders and glanced upwards. The rains would be coming soon. Her aching joints were proof of that.
Oh well. An early day never hurt anyone.
((OOC Notes: This is an open RP thread

