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I would tell you what to worry about and what not to, but it's all post-Bismarck spoilers, which you don't want. But yeah, my best suggestion is to get the full story so you have all the details before making any sort of major RP decision. Especially if you're considering killing the character off based on incomplete information.
Everyone else is busy pushing through the content too, I think, so there's no rush to have your RP situation all sorted right away. Enjoy the rest of the MSQ, take in all the information given by it, and then make your RP decisions. It'll help out more than making decisions now and then possibly having to rethink everything over again if you find something in the story that completely changes your mental paradigm again.
Everyone else is busy pushing through the content too, I think, so there's no rush to have your RP situation all sorted right away. Enjoy the rest of the MSQ, take in all the information given by it, and then make your RP decisions. It'll help out more than making decisions now and then possibly having to rethink everything over again if you find something in the story that completely changes your mental paradigm again.