I have made various promises, and I do not recal how many I have managed to keep. But I have failed to keep one, it seems, and I will admit to my guilt over not being able to do so. Does it matter that I tried all I could to do so? I cant call myself blameless in this, because a promise is a powerful thing and I should have known better before vowing it.Â
Perhaps I am selfish too, the thought is going around in my head. It is like waring factions, yet to decide the opinion in my mind, and I do not know who I wish to win. Do I become totally selfless? have I always been so selfish? I have questions and doubts now, which is shaking my confidence. But I cannot just sit here and do nothing, confident or not, I must move forward.
I have not been able to sing for weeks now, I braved the crowd at a Tavern, but it did not turn out so well. A combination of factors, but most of all my nerves got to me, and my heart betrayed me again not feeling the song. But I must find a way to do this again, for a bard without voice is a sad thing. Find some way to bring heart back into voice, find the fire I lost, a reason to sing again.
Perhaps I am selfish too, the thought is going around in my head. It is like waring factions, yet to decide the opinion in my mind, and I do not know who I wish to win. Do I become totally selfless? have I always been so selfish? I have questions and doubts now, which is shaking my confidence. But I cannot just sit here and do nothing, confident or not, I must move forward.
I have not been able to sing for weeks now, I braved the crowd at a Tavern, but it did not turn out so well. A combination of factors, but most of all my nerves got to me, and my heart betrayed me again not feeling the song. But I must find a way to do this again, for a bard without voice is a sad thing. Find some way to bring heart back into voice, find the fire I lost, a reason to sing again.
