Not to derail the thread; I worry about every choice I make. Every steps I take.
I'm trying to start transitioning (As I am transgender as well), and lately it seems either I'm missing something or I'm going about it wrong.
I'm mentally unstable, easily getting upset over the pettiest of things, I'm really clingy, and the worst part is, I'm so afraid of failing that things that I shouldn't blame myself for, I do.
It's so difficult for me to function as a "normal human being" in public as I have literally no "real life" experience, and it was up until September of last year that I lived with my parents. Within a week, I lost my home, my two dogs (who were therapeutic to me) and dropped into a depression that's been harder than the Great Depression.
I am 25, and I've been trying so hard to pick up the pieces since then. If I hadn't had my friends, I probably would be in the ground right now.
http://i.imgur.com/FYQlEpM.jpg
Here's Brownie (the small brown pikachu) and Bluto (the big black pikachu). I raised them since birth, and this year they're going to be 3. I'm going to stop here with this post because I'll end up rambling on more than I already have. Sorry.
I'm trying to start transitioning (As I am transgender as well), and lately it seems either I'm missing something or I'm going about it wrong.
I'm mentally unstable, easily getting upset over the pettiest of things, I'm really clingy, and the worst part is, I'm so afraid of failing that things that I shouldn't blame myself for, I do.
It's so difficult for me to function as a "normal human being" in public as I have literally no "real life" experience, and it was up until September of last year that I lived with my parents. Within a week, I lost my home, my two dogs (who were therapeutic to me) and dropped into a depression that's been harder than the Great Depression.
I am 25, and I've been trying so hard to pick up the pieces since then. If I hadn't had my friends, I probably would be in the ground right now.
http://i.imgur.com/FYQlEpM.jpg
Here's Brownie (the small brown pikachu) and Bluto (the big black pikachu). I raised them since birth, and this year they're going to be 3. I'm going to stop here with this post because I'll end up rambling on more than I already have. Sorry.
