(12-21-2015, 04:54 PM)McBeefâ„¢ Wrote:(12-21-2015, 04:51 PM)Ha Wrote: I've lost most of my RP partners. I can't help but feel like it's my fault.Well.
Did you murder them irl?
I go crazy a lot and push people away, I can't rely deny that. I just try to do the best I can with my mental baggage. It'd not so much a fear as something I know I do. Maybe someday I'll get my shit together.
No. Hence the insecurity.
Was it my character? Was it my OOC personality? Was it the RP? Past RP, or where it was going?
That I'll never know doesn't help. And even my friends are calling me a worrywart and the like, which makes me worry more that I'm driving them off, too. When will the next shoe drop?
People have forgotten this truth. But you mustn't forget it. You become responsible forever for what you have tamed.
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