(12-21-2015, 05:00 PM)Ha Wrote:(12-21-2015, 04:54 PM)McBeefâ„¢ Wrote:(12-21-2015, 04:51 PM)Ha Wrote: I've lost most of my RP partners. I can't help but feel like it's my fault.Well.
Did you murder them irl?
I go crazy a lot and push people away, I can't rely deny that. I just try to do the best I can with my mental baggage. It'd not so much a fear as something I know I do. Maybe someday I'll get my shit together.
No. Hence the insecurity.
Was it my character? Was it my OOC personality? Was it the RP? Past RP, or where it was going?
That I'll never know doesn't help. And even my friends are calling me a worrywart and the like, which makes me worry more that I'm driving them off, too. When will the next shoe drop?
I feel like this happens to everyone at some point. Lemmie know if you wanna RP ever at all!
(12-21-2015, 05:24 PM)Arcian Wrote: I just worry that my characters and I are boring, and that my writing isn't descriptive or engaging enough.
Between that and being nervous about approaching folks in case I am boring, I'm kind of shooting myself in the foot.
I think maybe some players and character combinations just click better than others. It's possible to get on a roll or string of people that don't quite seem to mesh.
I'm bad at this too, really. Sometimes I think I'm massively doing something wrong when I have a night/week of a character not being received well.
