Plots, plots, and more plots. I cannot have enough plots. Maybe its the English major in me but I have to have a looming sense of conflict hanging over my head. Be it retationship conflict, heroes versus villian conflict, or moral conflict, there is a need in me to have a sort of story going on and the realization something dramatic could happen. Because its all about contrast. Once I have my conflict, I can find more power in the calm moments. Personal interactions are more tender when conflict has led to them occurring.
Plus I love the dynamic of a push-pull story. It fires my up creativity and I know many people love the same kind of rp. This is probably why, no matter the venue, I normally play the antagonist. I have been a devout paladin trying crush a criminal ring, I have been a ambitious military captian , and I have been an insane bomb kitty planning on destroying Ul'dah. But no matter what, I am the antagonist, someone to be rallied against by other player characters. I love giving people that 'villian' to go against, though I never make my characters black and white villians. In my mind they are heroes in their own way, even murderous little Jin'li was a tragic hero in my mind. Its exciting and fun especially since I'm incredibly friendly
 and relaxed in real life. Â
Though I do enjoy small groups for in depth character development. Big events are awesome, but they are the action sequences of my rp. Lol
Plus I love the dynamic of a push-pull story. It fires my up creativity and I know many people love the same kind of rp. This is probably why, no matter the venue, I normally play the antagonist. I have been a devout paladin trying crush a criminal ring, I have been a ambitious military captian , and I have been an insane bomb kitty planning on destroying Ul'dah. But no matter what, I am the antagonist, someone to be rallied against by other player characters. I love giving people that 'villian' to go against, though I never make my characters black and white villians. In my mind they are heroes in their own way, even murderous little Jin'li was a tragic hero in my mind. Its exciting and fun especially since I'm incredibly friendly
 and relaxed in real life. Â
Though I do enjoy small groups for in depth character development. Big events are awesome, but they are the action sequences of my rp. Lol
