Twelve, I was worried yesterday. I was having a lovely cup of tea with Khale, and we were teasing each other, as was our wont. I decided to be sneaky and attempted to tickle him with a brush of cold air. Nothing too much, just a tickle.
I suppose I set him off, reminding him of what happened with Ady. The look on his face was enough to tell me that I had gone too far….and he walked off.
I’m glad I managed to get him to come back and talk to me. Although I suppose we didn’t do too much talking. It was fine just touching him enough to show that I understood, I suppose. Sometimes actions speak so much louder than words.
He does not expect me to know it all. My initial reaction was to curl in on myself, say I’m sorry a million ways in hopes of patching the damage wrought. I’m so used to the fault being mine, that I almost didn’t stop to think for once it might have been okay.
He, however, apologized to me. It honestly caught me off guard. I can’t remember the last time that I had someone apologize to me like that and mean it.Â
It was okay, however. We worked through it. It will not be the last time something like this will happen. I will not dwell on the inevitability of things such as this, but I will write this to serve as a reminder that when it does happen, that things will be okay. It is something we can work on together.
Twelve, am I fond of him.
I suppose I set him off, reminding him of what happened with Ady. The look on his face was enough to tell me that I had gone too far….and he walked off.
I’m glad I managed to get him to come back and talk to me. Although I suppose we didn’t do too much talking. It was fine just touching him enough to show that I understood, I suppose. Sometimes actions speak so much louder than words.
He does not expect me to know it all. My initial reaction was to curl in on myself, say I’m sorry a million ways in hopes of patching the damage wrought. I’m so used to the fault being mine, that I almost didn’t stop to think for once it might have been okay.
He, however, apologized to me. It honestly caught me off guard. I can’t remember the last time that I had someone apologize to me like that and mean it.Â
It was okay, however. We worked through it. It will not be the last time something like this will happen. I will not dwell on the inevitability of things such as this, but I will write this to serve as a reminder that when it does happen, that things will be okay. It is something we can work on together.
Twelve, am I fond of him.