Eleni, don't feel sorry. I know you are sad now and this might sound clichee, Â but I'm sure that you cared and loved Lulu and other parrots as much as possible and you don't have anything to do with Lulu's dead or to be blamed. As long I have known you, you really care about your parrots. These parrot can't have better friend and family than you.
Forgiving yourself is most difficult.. It will take time, but it is important.
I don't think anyone is going to be angry to you about this thread. Sometimes we people need share our pain with others.
I'm sorry that I cannot be more help here.
Forgiving yourself is most difficult.. It will take time, but it is important.
I don't think anyone is going to be angry to you about this thread. Sometimes we people need share our pain with others.
I'm sorry that I cannot be more help here.
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