How does your character deal with killing?
Mikh'a has never killed anyone, and to be completely honest I hope he never does.
In regards to other people killing, however, it's purely based on the situation in which it has been presented to him. He, personally, is a pacifist in as close a sense to the word as he can get. He does not like, nor agree with violence and avoids performing it at all costs unless he absolutely needs to be directly involved. It's one thing to punch a monster in the face, it's another to punch a person. ( And we're talking legitimate monsters, not Beast Tribes. ) He took the route of healing to save lives, not end them. That said he understands that there is a certain necessity that comes with war. His friends, those people he spends time with both in and out of the Dauntless? Most all of them have killed, and despite his poking at them to try to find better solutions he does not, and will not hold it against them.
How did your character feel after his/her first kill?
He hasn't killed, but I can guarantee you if he ever does it will be devastating for him. I've imagined several scenarios where he HAS killed, and they all usually end with him brooding and depressed and for a short time non-functional. It usually requires someone to slap him back to reality though he'd never be the same again. Killing someone would destroy something inside of him. He begged to save the life of a murderer, after all, because he firmly believes no one deserves to die.
Does your character mull over it later on?
Mikh'a mulls over stuff like this frequently, and it usually further fuels his nagging after people like Ki or Osric. If he could just prevent one pointless death...
Mikh'a has never killed anyone, and to be completely honest I hope he never does.
In regards to other people killing, however, it's purely based on the situation in which it has been presented to him. He, personally, is a pacifist in as close a sense to the word as he can get. He does not like, nor agree with violence and avoids performing it at all costs unless he absolutely needs to be directly involved. It's one thing to punch a monster in the face, it's another to punch a person. ( And we're talking legitimate monsters, not Beast Tribes. ) He took the route of healing to save lives, not end them. That said he understands that there is a certain necessity that comes with war. His friends, those people he spends time with both in and out of the Dauntless? Most all of them have killed, and despite his poking at them to try to find better solutions he does not, and will not hold it against them.
How did your character feel after his/her first kill?
He hasn't killed, but I can guarantee you if he ever does it will be devastating for him. I've imagined several scenarios where he HAS killed, and they all usually end with him brooding and depressed and for a short time non-functional. It usually requires someone to slap him back to reality though he'd never be the same again. Killing someone would destroy something inside of him. He begged to save the life of a murderer, after all, because he firmly believes no one deserves to die.
Does your character mull over it later on?
Mikh'a mulls over stuff like this frequently, and it usually further fuels his nagging after people like Ki or Osric. If he could just prevent one pointless death...
