I'm sorry for a lot of things really. The fact I barely dodged an rp bullet...well I dunno made me think.
First of all, those unfulfilled promises and meet ups arrangements, etc. It's worse because I'm aware that I'm already living 12 hours ahead of EST and somehow still try to make and miss appointed thingies. I mean I don't mind staying up until ass end of the early mornings and that's worth it for me but I dunno about the other party when it's their turn to really stay up to rp with me.
Next, I dont know if this is a good or bad thing but I guess being spontaneous with my characters and what they do. I swear to god it isnt my intent to be malicious or derail your plots and ideas. Neither annoy nor irritate you. 'I was preoccupied with whether or not I could that I didnt stop to think if I should.' It isn't an excuse, it'll never be so I'll just keep the whole experimentation thing to a minimum if not nonexistence.
Then we have my altoholism. This ties into the first point, sure but I'm sorry if I'm not on a certain character enough times or at the right times of the day. I'm sorry if this makes me look noncommital and I guess I understand if it chokes the rp opportunities I have across all three...soon to be four of them. That said Im not dropping any of them now. The opportunities are limited but there are still people who've formed bonds with them and I'm not going to end any of them.
I'm really sorry for the bridges I accidentally burned and strained ooc relationships.
EDIT: Of course my phone's messing the formatting.
First of all, those unfulfilled promises and meet ups arrangements, etc. It's worse because I'm aware that I'm already living 12 hours ahead of EST and somehow still try to make and miss appointed thingies. I mean I don't mind staying up until ass end of the early mornings and that's worth it for me but I dunno about the other party when it's their turn to really stay up to rp with me.
Next, I dont know if this is a good or bad thing but I guess being spontaneous with my characters and what they do. I swear to god it isnt my intent to be malicious or derail your plots and ideas. Neither annoy nor irritate you. 'I was preoccupied with whether or not I could that I didnt stop to think if I should.' It isn't an excuse, it'll never be so I'll just keep the whole experimentation thing to a minimum if not nonexistence.
Then we have my altoholism. This ties into the first point, sure but I'm sorry if I'm not on a certain character enough times or at the right times of the day. I'm sorry if this makes me look noncommital and I guess I understand if it chokes the rp opportunities I have across all three...soon to be four of them. That said Im not dropping any of them now. The opportunities are limited but there are still people who've formed bonds with them and I'm not going to end any of them.
I'm really sorry for the bridges I accidentally burned and strained ooc relationships.
EDIT: Of course my phone's messing the formatting.
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