ALOT IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE DUE TO 3.0's MSQ, as such I made my answer a spoiler post just in case what I say may accidentally spoil things.
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- How does your character deal with killing?
Orrin is a Dragoon of Ishgard, he can end a dragon's life without a second thought and for several good reasons.
When it comes to other human beings though, it is based on the situation. Deadly force against him is usually received with deadly force straight back unless he needs the person alive. He is quicker to kill heretics without even a word however. He sort of follows the quote "If you are ever held at gun point, pray the man holding the gun is an evil man for he will gloat and prolong your life, a good man will kill without a word." in the role of the "good man".
Orrin makes a distinction between deaths in war (combat between mutual parties) and deaths in domestic situations (mugging turned to murder etc). He honors the first and abhors the second.Â
He is NOT a character that will say "Killing is wrong!" he will not cleave through a bad guy's lackeys and then decide to spare the life of the one responsible like so many superheroes do when they finally get their hands on the main villain.
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- How did your character feel after his/her first kill?
I assume you mean human (elezen, roe, what have you) and not  just ending any life. His first killing of another human being was the one that haunted him the most. Though initially he felt nothing, which made him believe it was the right choice, eventually doubts that his decision was truly righteous or the only solution began to creep in. He avoids bringing it up, maybe even straight up deny it unless cornered with incontrovertible knowledge about it. but so far no one has done that in RP.
Any and all other humanoids he has killed there after don't even register, they may as well be dragons
- Does your character mull over it later on? (Exe. The nightmares)
Only one kill haunts him and he's repressed it mostly. Though the MSQ is trudging it back up. The rest of the time he seems to sleep well.
- How does your character deal with killing?
Orrin is a Dragoon of Ishgard, he can end a dragon's life without a second thought and for several good reasons.
When it comes to other human beings though, it is based on the situation. Deadly force against him is usually received with deadly force straight back unless he needs the person alive. He is quicker to kill heretics without even a word however. He sort of follows the quote "If you are ever held at gun point, pray the man holding the gun is an evil man for he will gloat and prolong your life, a good man will kill without a word." in the role of the "good man".
Orrin makes a distinction between deaths in war (combat between mutual parties) and deaths in domestic situations (mugging turned to murder etc). He honors the first and abhors the second.Â
He is NOT a character that will say "Killing is wrong!" he will not cleave through a bad guy's lackeys and then decide to spare the life of the one responsible like so many superheroes do when they finally get their hands on the main villain.
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- How did your character feel after his/her first kill?
I assume you mean human (elezen, roe, what have you) and not  just ending any life. His first killing of another human being was the one that haunted him the most. Though initially he felt nothing, which made him believe it was the right choice, eventually doubts that his decision was truly righteous or the only solution began to creep in. He avoids bringing it up, maybe even straight up deny it unless cornered with incontrovertible knowledge about it. but so far no one has done that in RP.
Any and all other humanoids he has killed there after don't even register, they may as well be dragons
- Does your character mull over it later on? (Exe. The nightmares)
Only one kill haunts him and he's repressed it mostly. Though the MSQ is trudging it back up. The rest of the time he seems to sleep well.
