(02-19-2017, 12:39 PM)The Glowing Onyx Wrote: I have a tendency to write characters with dark backgrounds, or try to play a villain IC often just so things aren't so Mary Sunshine all the time...but at the same time I am always worried my character will make people uncomfortable in some way. I just don't DO sunny characters well, though.
B) When a character with a dark background actually begins getting close to someone against all odds, and it comes time to have that talk about who you really are deep down, or what is going on...I worry that my backstory will completely ruin it for the other person because of whatever detail.
This is something I struggle terribly with. I've hesitated to establish close connections for my character and lost opportunities because I was concerned the generally tense, morose, or even tragic feel I instinctively favor would be depressing for them. I'm not as confident in my ability to supply things like light, happy slice of life or romance, so I hesitate to invest with players who want that because I fear I'll be a drag.
This is a shame because a powerful connection is really rewarding to me, but it's not as easy to find RP on my wavelength as it was when I was younger.
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