A small bottle lays in the dirt near the gently flowing river. Even from a distance you can tell that there is a stack of rolled up papers inside. The bottle is half buried in the dirt, but the half that is visible shines and glints with the sun, as if teasing you and enticing you to open it and read the contents within. Will you open and read what's inside? Or will you leave the bottle in the dirt, to be forgotten?
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Open the BottleYou reach for the bottle, dusting off the dirt that came with it. As you try to open the bottle, you realize that it is attached rather firmly. After a brief struggle you manage to uncork the bottle and pull out the sheaths of paper hidden within. As you look at the papers you realize that they contain answers to a sort of survey. Who wrote the survey and who answered? The only way to find out is to read the papers and find out.
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The BasicsPart 1: The Basics
1.What is your full name? A’Kuri Kota
2.Where and when were you born? 1[sup]st [/sup]Umbral Moon, 14[sup]th[/sup] day, Mephina the Lover, guardian diety
3.Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
Father: No idea who he is! See Mother’s explanation to see why!
Mother:  Ohki Rushtala; a Keeper of the moon Miqo’te and practicer of thaumaturgy. She was a beautiful Miqo’te who could charm a man with just a glance. She used her beauty to leave her small clan and become a “servicer†of men that traveled through the realm.  While in her travels she became pregnant, not knowing who the father was. Despite this she  continued her work and her travels. As she her term neared its end she decided that her next stop would be her last and that she would attempt to settle down to raise her child.Â
However while traveling between towns she went into labor. As luck would have it a group of Seekers of the Sun happened upon her, among them was their clans current Nunh, A’Bhen Nunh. Despite going into labor she begged them for sanctum, at least until she and her child could travel. The Nunh agreed despite protests from his tribe. Once the child was born, the Nunh alone helped Ohki in getting her strength back, and providing for them. Some of the tribe members thought she bewitched the Nunh into helping her for they at times caught her working spells at night. However this was not the case, the Nunh considered Ohki an invaluable source of wisdom for a female, since she had traveled so much. She befriended A’Bhen, but did and would not pledge herself to the tribe, thus forever labeling her an outsider.Â
As the years went by Ohki grew older but still maintained both her beauty and her relation to the Nunh. She was something that was envied by the other females and desired by the males. One day a challenger came forward and fought A’Bhen for the spot of Nunh but the challenger lost. The Nunh decided to spare the young Tia from death but still banish him from the clan. The Tia, disgraced went to Ohki and asked her to run away with him to start a new clan, promising her that she would not be an outcast with him. Ohki refused the outlandish request and in a rage the Tia struck her down with a fatal blow. By this time A’Kuri who was already 10 years of age, bore witness to this act of violence. In her final moments before death Ohki was able to return the act of violence and engulfed the Tia in flames.Â
When A’Bhen heard the commotion he saw a crying A’Kuri in front of a burning hut. Ignoring his clans attempts to stop him, he ran into the hut and carried Ohki’s body out of the flames. Ohki was already dead, and he mourned the loss of his long time close friend and aide. This was not the end of this tragic moment however; an opportunistic Tia saw this as a chance and lunged out at A’Bhen, striking a fatal blow, thus claiming the title of Nunh for himself.
4.Do you haveany siblings? What are/were they like?
No siblings that I know of, but considering mothers profession, anything can be possible right?
5.Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I still live with the same clan. The people… they all seem to hate me, they call me an outsider, a witch, a daughter of a whore. I serve as the current Nunh’s… well slave is the best way to say it. I make and bring him his food, clean up after him and do whatever other errands he demands me to. He touches and paws me and in his eyes I can see he hungers for something more, but at the same time I can see disgust in his eyes when he looks at me. It’s at these times that he strikes and abuses me. No one in the tribe helps, they all look away and pretend to not even see.
6.What is your occupation? Currently serving as the Nunh’s slave… though I pray to the Goddess that this changes soon…
7.Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.
I am small for a Miqo’te, smaller than all the other females my age and even some that are younger than me. My age? Right I should also mention that, at the time of this writing I have just passed my 17[sup]th[/sup] winter. How time flies; I can still remember my mother’s death as if it were yesterday and not seven years past. I’m rather scrawny I should say, undernourished but that is to be expected since I am an outcast. The Nunh makes sure that I am fed nothing but scraps and leftovers, at times taking away even that depending on his mood and how I performed the days duties.Â
The clan that I “live†with are all Seekers of the Sun, but I am not one of them. While my mother was alive I can remember she would tell me that we were Seekers of the Moon, sisters to the Seekers of the Sun. She told me all sorts of things about our people and the Goddess Melphina, our matron. I can remember my mother had such pale white skin just like the color of the moon, I however have a more tanned look, similar to the Sun Clans color. I often wondered why I was so different than my mother, but then I would get a slap to the face and told to continue working.Â
My hair is also another oddity if I say so myself. It’s shoulder length and has two very different colors. A majority of my hair is a light pink color but then I also have strands of blue hair mixed in. The tips of my hair also seem to turn blue, almost the same blue as my mother’s hair, only slightly darker if I can remember right. Ah you’re curious about my eyes as well? My eyes… are another thing that is odd and stands out more than I would like. My left eye is pink and my right eye is blue. Funnily enough they are the same colors as my hair. Such a troublesome appearance if I say so myself.Â
I don’t have any tattoos, but ever since my mother died I have been forced to paint on my face a design so that I would further stand out from the other females. If I ever forgot to apply it, I would get beaten rather badly. I learned early on in my new life to not forget to put it on. I’ve also got two scars, one on my nose and the other on my left cheek. Don’t give me dirty looks I meant the cheek on my face. How did I get them? I can’t really remember honestly, but it was most likely thanks to the Nunh.
8.To which social class do you belong? Social class?I don’t think I belong to any social class, unless being an outcast is one.
9.Do you have any allergies, diseases, orother physical weaknesses?
Allergies or diseases, hmm I don’t have either that I know of. Can you count my extreme meekness as a disease? I am however physically weak, pitifully so. I would guess that is the fault of malnourishment. I tire easily and have the strength of a child…
10. Are you right- or left-handed? I am proud to say that I am both! Though I keep this secret from everyone, I can write with both hands! My mother was so proud of me when she realized this little ability of mine.
11. What does your voice sound like? I dunno, soft? Barely concernable?
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
Hahaha this is a great question! I often say things like “Yesâ€, “Right awayâ€, “Okayâ€, “Understoodâ€. I wish I could say more, to really speak out my mind but… well I don’t like getting hurt.
13. What do you have in your pockets?
My mother’s old handkerchief, an old beat up spoon, a really dull knife, oh and I wear a headband that my mother gave to me.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
I guess I can say that I am pretty clumsy when it comes to hand eye coordination and movement. I mumble when I try to speak as well. Other than that I try to hide myself away from the public’s eye as much as possible.
1.What is your full name? A’Kuri Kota
2.Where and when were you born? 1[sup]st [/sup]Umbral Moon, 14[sup]th[/sup] day, Mephina the Lover, guardian diety
3.Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
Father: No idea who he is! See Mother’s explanation to see why!
Mother:  Ohki Rushtala; a Keeper of the moon Miqo’te and practicer of thaumaturgy. She was a beautiful Miqo’te who could charm a man with just a glance. She used her beauty to leave her small clan and become a “servicer†of men that traveled through the realm.  While in her travels she became pregnant, not knowing who the father was. Despite this she  continued her work and her travels. As she her term neared its end she decided that her next stop would be her last and that she would attempt to settle down to raise her child.Â
However while traveling between towns she went into labor. As luck would have it a group of Seekers of the Sun happened upon her, among them was their clans current Nunh, A’Bhen Nunh. Despite going into labor she begged them for sanctum, at least until she and her child could travel. The Nunh agreed despite protests from his tribe. Once the child was born, the Nunh alone helped Ohki in getting her strength back, and providing for them. Some of the tribe members thought she bewitched the Nunh into helping her for they at times caught her working spells at night. However this was not the case, the Nunh considered Ohki an invaluable source of wisdom for a female, since she had traveled so much. She befriended A’Bhen, but did and would not pledge herself to the tribe, thus forever labeling her an outsider.Â
As the years went by Ohki grew older but still maintained both her beauty and her relation to the Nunh. She was something that was envied by the other females and desired by the males. One day a challenger came forward and fought A’Bhen for the spot of Nunh but the challenger lost. The Nunh decided to spare the young Tia from death but still banish him from the clan. The Tia, disgraced went to Ohki and asked her to run away with him to start a new clan, promising her that she would not be an outcast with him. Ohki refused the outlandish request and in a rage the Tia struck her down with a fatal blow. By this time A’Kuri who was already 10 years of age, bore witness to this act of violence. In her final moments before death Ohki was able to return the act of violence and engulfed the Tia in flames.Â
When A’Bhen heard the commotion he saw a crying A’Kuri in front of a burning hut. Ignoring his clans attempts to stop him, he ran into the hut and carried Ohki’s body out of the flames. Ohki was already dead, and he mourned the loss of his long time close friend and aide. This was not the end of this tragic moment however; an opportunistic Tia saw this as a chance and lunged out at A’Bhen, striking a fatal blow, thus claiming the title of Nunh for himself.
4.Do you haveany siblings? What are/were they like?
No siblings that I know of, but considering mothers profession, anything can be possible right?
5.Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I still live with the same clan. The people… they all seem to hate me, they call me an outsider, a witch, a daughter of a whore. I serve as the current Nunh’s… well slave is the best way to say it. I make and bring him his food, clean up after him and do whatever other errands he demands me to. He touches and paws me and in his eyes I can see he hungers for something more, but at the same time I can see disgust in his eyes when he looks at me. It’s at these times that he strikes and abuses me. No one in the tribe helps, they all look away and pretend to not even see.
6.What is your occupation? Currently serving as the Nunh’s slave… though I pray to the Goddess that this changes soon…
7.Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.
I am small for a Miqo’te, smaller than all the other females my age and even some that are younger than me. My age? Right I should also mention that, at the time of this writing I have just passed my 17[sup]th[/sup] winter. How time flies; I can still remember my mother’s death as if it were yesterday and not seven years past. I’m rather scrawny I should say, undernourished but that is to be expected since I am an outcast. The Nunh makes sure that I am fed nothing but scraps and leftovers, at times taking away even that depending on his mood and how I performed the days duties.Â
The clan that I “live†with are all Seekers of the Sun, but I am not one of them. While my mother was alive I can remember she would tell me that we were Seekers of the Moon, sisters to the Seekers of the Sun. She told me all sorts of things about our people and the Goddess Melphina, our matron. I can remember my mother had such pale white skin just like the color of the moon, I however have a more tanned look, similar to the Sun Clans color. I often wondered why I was so different than my mother, but then I would get a slap to the face and told to continue working.Â
My hair is also another oddity if I say so myself. It’s shoulder length and has two very different colors. A majority of my hair is a light pink color but then I also have strands of blue hair mixed in. The tips of my hair also seem to turn blue, almost the same blue as my mother’s hair, only slightly darker if I can remember right. Ah you’re curious about my eyes as well? My eyes… are another thing that is odd and stands out more than I would like. My left eye is pink and my right eye is blue. Funnily enough they are the same colors as my hair. Such a troublesome appearance if I say so myself.Â
I don’t have any tattoos, but ever since my mother died I have been forced to paint on my face a design so that I would further stand out from the other females. If I ever forgot to apply it, I would get beaten rather badly. I learned early on in my new life to not forget to put it on. I’ve also got two scars, one on my nose and the other on my left cheek. Don’t give me dirty looks I meant the cheek on my face. How did I get them? I can’t really remember honestly, but it was most likely thanks to the Nunh.
8.To which social class do you belong? Social class?I don’t think I belong to any social class, unless being an outcast is one.
9.Do you have any allergies, diseases, orother physical weaknesses?
Allergies or diseases, hmm I don’t have either that I know of. Can you count my extreme meekness as a disease? I am however physically weak, pitifully so. I would guess that is the fault of malnourishment. I tire easily and have the strength of a child…
10. Are you right- or left-handed? I am proud to say that I am both! Though I keep this secret from everyone, I can write with both hands! My mother was so proud of me when she realized this little ability of mine.
11. What does your voice sound like? I dunno, soft? Barely concernable?
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
Hahaha this is a great question! I often say things like “Yesâ€, “Right awayâ€, “Okayâ€, “Understoodâ€. I wish I could say more, to really speak out my mind but… well I don’t like getting hurt.
13. What do you have in your pockets?
My mother’s old handkerchief, an old beat up spoon, a really dull knife, oh and I wear a headband that my mother gave to me.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
I guess I can say that I am pretty clumsy when it comes to hand eye coordination and movement. I mumble when I try to speak as well. Other than that I try to hide myself away from the public’s eye as much as possible.
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Growing upPart 2: GrowingUp
15. How would you describe your childhoodin general?
My childhood before my mother’s death wasa far cry to what it was after she passed. When she was alive I had more to eat, I played (with just mother and A’Bhen Nunh). After they died well, my life became a living hell, as if I was thrown aside by the Goddess and the world in general.
16. What is your earliest memory? The earliest thing I could remember is when mother would put on little shows with her magic. Fire and ice both dancing in the air.
17. How much schooling have you had? Little to none. Just what I can remember mother telling me about thaumaturgy. She also taught me the basics of reading and writing. I also have funny dreams where this little green thing speaks to me and tells me weird words. I wonder if it’s related to mothers magic?
18. Did you enjoy school? See the last question.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? Trial and error, if I got it wrong I would get beaten. Pain is an excellent motivator it would seem.
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. Just my mother, for obvious reasons.
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? The other “members†of my “family†all hate me and wish me the worst in life. How does that sound?
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? I wanted to be a mage, like mother. I wanted to travel the world learning how to cast magic, I wanted to be a hero like A’Bhen Nunh who saved me and mother, a protector like him who could also hurt those that threaten, me like mother could.
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? I always enjoyed reading mothers books, she had so many. I also had a pet back then though I can’t remember what it looked like or what happened to it.
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Mother and A’Bhen Nunh were always exclaiming how curious I was, and how quickly I learned new things.
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? Oh yes I was rather popular among the other kids in the clan. I was so popular in fact, that the other kids saw to it that they would go out of their way to say such wonderfully mean things to me and play magnificent tricks on me.
26. When and with whom was your first kiss?Hah the current bastard Nunh has often tried to kiss me but I somehow manage to slip away. A’Bhen Nunh taught me that word and a bunch of other not nice things to say. If only I had the courage to say them out loud.
27. Are you a virgin? If not, whenand with whom did you lose your virginity?
 Youare asking me if I have had sex? What a… bold question! I thought the kiss one was rather forward and now this! Like I stated before the Bastard Nunh (I have taken a liking to calling him this) has tried to do things with me over the past few seasons. I would often hear him mutter that I have become a “fine looking woman capable of breedingâ€. The thought of laying with that creature sickens me and fills me with fear. I hope I never have to do something like that with him, I pray to the Goddess, if she could just spare me just that, I would be eternally grateful. He has gotten close to forcing me down or making him service him, but I would mutter something to upset him. He would fly into a rage and beat me, which I greatly prefer to sleeping with him.
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e.mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
Ahh I must reveal my true identity now?Yes I am an all-powerful werewolf! Or werecat, which seems to fit me better. On the dawn of my 18[sup]th[/sup] winter I shall change into a terrifying creature that will slay those around me! Ok not really. It’s easy, the things I do today are the things I learned in the past that will keep me out of trouble.
15. How would you describe your childhoodin general?
My childhood before my mother’s death wasa far cry to what it was after she passed. When she was alive I had more to eat, I played (with just mother and A’Bhen Nunh). After they died well, my life became a living hell, as if I was thrown aside by the Goddess and the world in general.
16. What is your earliest memory? The earliest thing I could remember is when mother would put on little shows with her magic. Fire and ice both dancing in the air.
17. How much schooling have you had? Little to none. Just what I can remember mother telling me about thaumaturgy. She also taught me the basics of reading and writing. I also have funny dreams where this little green thing speaks to me and tells me weird words. I wonder if it’s related to mothers magic?
18. Did you enjoy school? See the last question.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? Trial and error, if I got it wrong I would get beaten. Pain is an excellent motivator it would seem.
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. Just my mother, for obvious reasons.
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? The other “members†of my “family†all hate me and wish me the worst in life. How does that sound?
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? I wanted to be a mage, like mother. I wanted to travel the world learning how to cast magic, I wanted to be a hero like A’Bhen Nunh who saved me and mother, a protector like him who could also hurt those that threaten, me like mother could.
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? I always enjoyed reading mothers books, she had so many. I also had a pet back then though I can’t remember what it looked like or what happened to it.
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Mother and A’Bhen Nunh were always exclaiming how curious I was, and how quickly I learned new things.
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? Oh yes I was rather popular among the other kids in the clan. I was so popular in fact, that the other kids saw to it that they would go out of their way to say such wonderfully mean things to me and play magnificent tricks on me.
26. When and with whom was your first kiss?Hah the current bastard Nunh has often tried to kiss me but I somehow manage to slip away. A’Bhen Nunh taught me that word and a bunch of other not nice things to say. If only I had the courage to say them out loud.
27. Are you a virgin? If not, whenand with whom did you lose your virginity?
 Youare asking me if I have had sex? What a… bold question! I thought the kiss one was rather forward and now this! Like I stated before the Bastard Nunh (I have taken a liking to calling him this) has tried to do things with me over the past few seasons. I would often hear him mutter that I have become a “fine looking woman capable of breedingâ€. The thought of laying with that creature sickens me and fills me with fear. I hope I never have to do something like that with him, I pray to the Goddess, if she could just spare me just that, I would be eternally grateful. He has gotten close to forcing me down or making him service him, but I would mutter something to upset him. He would fly into a rage and beat me, which I greatly prefer to sleeping with him.
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e.mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
Ahh I must reveal my true identity now?Yes I am an all-powerful werewolf! Or werecat, which seems to fit me better. On the dawn of my 18[sup]th[/sup] winter I shall change into a terrifying creature that will slay those around me! Ok not really. It’s easy, the things I do today are the things I learned in the past that will keep me out of trouble.
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Past InfluencesPart 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?  What was my most important life event? Easy,when mother and A’Bhen Nunh were killed and I became the Bastards slave.
30. Who has had the most influence on you? This is a hard choice between mother and the Bastard Nunh. Mother for all the good reasons, like growing strong and becoming independent, the Bastard for all the bad reasons, like wanting to hurt those that have done me wrong or if I should just end the suffering now to get it over with.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Most likely my biggest achievement is not giving into despair and killing myself. Yep, greatest achievement of my entire life right there.
32. What is your greatest regret? Not being strong enough to protect Mother and A’Bhen Nunh, not being cruel enough to kill the Bastard Nunh.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? I once added some extra “ personal seasonings†to the Bastards food. He ate it, all of it. Thankfully he never found out. Unless he did and that was the reason why he ate it with such enthusiasm? Ugh…
34. Do you have a criminal record of anykind? My criminal record according to the tribe is existing.
35. When was the time you were the most frightened? Shortly after Mother was killed the Bastard tried to “play†with me. I was terrified and lashed out, cutting him. He flew into such a rage he beat me until I passed out.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? As punishment for disobeying the Bastards order, I was tied to a table in the middle of the clan’s settlement and stripped of my clothes. The Bastard then proceeded to enjoy my breasts until he was satisfied. He then left me there, dirty for two days to “think about why I deserved this punishmentâ€. Thankfully he gave orders that made it so that no one else could touch me…
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? Just one thing? Can’t I change two at least? If I could choose one thing than I wish Mother didn’t have to die.
38. What is your best memory? It was summer and was a glorious day. Mother was holding me in her lap while she made ice crystals dance among small flames.
39. What is your worst memory? Have you been reading any of this? You should know by now.
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?  What was my most important life event? Easy,when mother and A’Bhen Nunh were killed and I became the Bastards slave.
30. Who has had the most influence on you? This is a hard choice between mother and the Bastard Nunh. Mother for all the good reasons, like growing strong and becoming independent, the Bastard for all the bad reasons, like wanting to hurt those that have done me wrong or if I should just end the suffering now to get it over with.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Most likely my biggest achievement is not giving into despair and killing myself. Yep, greatest achievement of my entire life right there.
32. What is your greatest regret? Not being strong enough to protect Mother and A’Bhen Nunh, not being cruel enough to kill the Bastard Nunh.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? I once added some extra “ personal seasonings†to the Bastards food. He ate it, all of it. Thankfully he never found out. Unless he did and that was the reason why he ate it with such enthusiasm? Ugh…
34. Do you have a criminal record of anykind? My criminal record according to the tribe is existing.
35. When was the time you were the most frightened? Shortly after Mother was killed the Bastard tried to “play†with me. I was terrified and lashed out, cutting him. He flew into such a rage he beat me until I passed out.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? As punishment for disobeying the Bastards order, I was tied to a table in the middle of the clan’s settlement and stripped of my clothes. The Bastard then proceeded to enjoy my breasts until he was satisfied. He then left me there, dirty for two days to “think about why I deserved this punishmentâ€. Thankfully he gave orders that made it so that no one else could touch me…
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? Just one thing? Can’t I change two at least? If I could choose one thing than I wish Mother didn’t have to die.
38. What is your best memory? It was summer and was a glorious day. Mother was holding me in her lap while she made ice crystals dance among small flames.
39. What is your worst memory? Have you been reading any of this? You should know by now.
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Beliefs and OpinionsPart 4: BeliefsAnd Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? The world sucks, the Bastard sucks, this stupid clan sucks. But mother always said that somewhere out there, there is a place for us all. I just doubt that I am strong enough to find it, or perhaps, living this hell with this clan is my place in the world? Â
41. What is your greatest fear? To finally be broken by the Bastard.
42. What are your religious views? The gods and goddess are out there, they just don’t care for me.
43. What are your political views? Politics? Never had a say in them so what kind of view could I have?
44. What are your views on sex? I’m terrified by the thought of it thanks to that Bastard. Though,the other females always look so pleased after they spend time with him. I guess I am curious, if just a little bit.
45. Are you able to kill? Under whatcircumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? I want to kill;I wish I could kill, if only I had the strength and ability to do it. I would have killed that Bastard so long ago. Acceptable circumstances? Revenge, self-defense, revenge.
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Be someone like the Bastard.
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? What is love? Soul mates? Hah something like that won’t happen to someone like me.
48. What do you believe makes a successful life? Freedom.
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Honest; no.Being honest is the same as asking to be beaten. Not that I could be honest even if I wanted to; I am far too meek to speak up so I keep it all to myself.
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? Men are evil, women are uncaring. Miqo’te are a broken race.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? I refuse to have sex with that Bastard. He would have to knock me unconscious and hope I don’t bite my tongue. Mother always said that is something that I should save for someone I care for.
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? I want my freedom, even if it means dying in an attempt to obtain it. But I’ve already realized that there is no escape from this hell.
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? The world sucks, the Bastard sucks, this stupid clan sucks. But mother always said that somewhere out there, there is a place for us all. I just doubt that I am strong enough to find it, or perhaps, living this hell with this clan is my place in the world? Â
41. What is your greatest fear? To finally be broken by the Bastard.
42. What are your religious views? The gods and goddess are out there, they just don’t care for me.
43. What are your political views? Politics? Never had a say in them so what kind of view could I have?
44. What are your views on sex? I’m terrified by the thought of it thanks to that Bastard. Though,the other females always look so pleased after they spend time with him. I guess I am curious, if just a little bit.
45. Are you able to kill? Under whatcircumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? I want to kill;I wish I could kill, if only I had the strength and ability to do it. I would have killed that Bastard so long ago. Acceptable circumstances? Revenge, self-defense, revenge.
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Be someone like the Bastard.
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? What is love? Soul mates? Hah something like that won’t happen to someone like me.
48. What do you believe makes a successful life? Freedom.
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Honest; no.Being honest is the same as asking to be beaten. Not that I could be honest even if I wanted to; I am far too meek to speak up so I keep it all to myself.
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? Men are evil, women are uncaring. Miqo’te are a broken race.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? I refuse to have sex with that Bastard. He would have to knock me unconscious and hope I don’t bite my tongue. Mother always said that is something that I should save for someone I care for.
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? I want my freedom, even if it means dying in an attempt to obtain it. But I’ve already realized that there is no escape from this hell.
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Relationships with othersPart 5:Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others(politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? I treat everyone the same, the way I have been forced to learn to treat others. I am below them, dirt for them to walk on. So I treat them with respect. It’s all I can remember how to do.
54. Who is the most important person inyour life, and why? There is this one female, I don’t even know her name.She isn’t kind to me, not by any means, but I think she at least pities me. When the Bastard tries something, like fondling me, she tries to distract him, granting me a temporary escape. Though I’m sure she does it for her own means, words can’t describe how important it is that she does that.
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? I’ll pass on this one.
56. Who are your friends? Do youhave a best friend? Describe these people. “Friendsâ€right…
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. Nope
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. No, but I can see that some of the males often look at me with lustful glares.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover? Someone who cares for me? Who doesn’t want to hurt or humiliate me? I guess?
60. How close are you to your family? I hope you’ve been paying attention.
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? Start a family? Are you crazy? I can barely find reason for living myself, how could I possibly bring another life into this cruel world?
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Hahaha, you’re so funny with these silly questions.
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? See above
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? I bet the Bastard would miss me, because then he wouldn’t have anyone to beat or lust over.
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? The Bastard Nunh who else? And for obvious reasons.
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? Conflict is pain, of course I try to avoid it.
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? A meek little slave taking on a leadership role? Have you been in the sun too long?
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? By the gods large groups of people make me skittish. It reminds me of when the Bastard tied me to that table…
69. Do you care what others think ofyou? I would prefer that people don’t think of me.
53. In general, how do you treat others(politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? I treat everyone the same, the way I have been forced to learn to treat others. I am below them, dirt for them to walk on. So I treat them with respect. It’s all I can remember how to do.
54. Who is the most important person inyour life, and why? There is this one female, I don’t even know her name.She isn’t kind to me, not by any means, but I think she at least pities me. When the Bastard tries something, like fondling me, she tries to distract him, granting me a temporary escape. Though I’m sure she does it for her own means, words can’t describe how important it is that she does that.
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? I’ll pass on this one.
56. Who are your friends? Do youhave a best friend? Describe these people. “Friendsâ€right…
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. Nope
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. No, but I can see that some of the males often look at me with lustful glares.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover? Someone who cares for me? Who doesn’t want to hurt or humiliate me? I guess?
60. How close are you to your family? I hope you’ve been paying attention.
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? Start a family? Are you crazy? I can barely find reason for living myself, how could I possibly bring another life into this cruel world?
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Hahaha, you’re so funny with these silly questions.
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? See above
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? I bet the Bastard would miss me, because then he wouldn’t have anyone to beat or lust over.
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? The Bastard Nunh who else? And for obvious reasons.
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? Conflict is pain, of course I try to avoid it.
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? A meek little slave taking on a leadership role? Have you been in the sun too long?
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? By the gods large groups of people make me skittish. It reminds me of when the Bastard tied me to that table…
69. Do you care what others think ofyou? I would prefer that people don’t think of me.
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Likes and DislikesPart 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? Sleeping, I like sleeping. It means I don’t have to deal with the world.
71. What is your most treasured possession? Mothers handkerchief and the headband she gave me as a child.
72. What is your favorite color? Green, or maybe blue. I like them both.
73. What is your favorite food? Anything that isn’t scraps and leftovers.
74. What, if anything, do you like to read? Mothers spell books! There were a few that survived the fire which I managed to hide away.
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? Good entertainment? Eating is good entertainment, so is sleeping. I could always go for more food or another nap.
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? The Bastard smokes some odd plant.He often makes me smoke it as well. It isn’t... unpleasant I guess I could say. He also makes me drink with him, I don’t mind it but I get scared that I might let him in.
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Keeping the Bastard Nunh company during his parties. Serving him and his guests while they find different ways to humiliate me.
78. What makes you laugh? I haven’t laughed in a long time, can’t rightly answer this one.
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? The Bastard always finds a new way to shock me with his cruelty.
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? I would probably beat myself over the head with a rock. A sleepless night is torture in so many ways.
81. How do you deal with stress? I often cry myself to sleep. Other than that I can’t do much.
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? More like I feel lost unless I’m told what to do. When I don’t have direction I feel even more helpless.
83. What are your pet peeves? What’s this one mean?
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? Sleeping, I like sleeping. It means I don’t have to deal with the world.
71. What is your most treasured possession? Mothers handkerchief and the headband she gave me as a child.
72. What is your favorite color? Green, or maybe blue. I like them both.
73. What is your favorite food? Anything that isn’t scraps and leftovers.
74. What, if anything, do you like to read? Mothers spell books! There were a few that survived the fire which I managed to hide away.
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? Good entertainment? Eating is good entertainment, so is sleeping. I could always go for more food or another nap.
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? The Bastard smokes some odd plant.He often makes me smoke it as well. It isn’t... unpleasant I guess I could say. He also makes me drink with him, I don’t mind it but I get scared that I might let him in.
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Keeping the Bastard Nunh company during his parties. Serving him and his guests while they find different ways to humiliate me.
78. What makes you laugh? I haven’t laughed in a long time, can’t rightly answer this one.
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? The Bastard always finds a new way to shock me with his cruelty.
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? I would probably beat myself over the head with a rock. A sleepless night is torture in so many ways.
81. How do you deal with stress? I often cry myself to sleep. Other than that I can’t do much.
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? More like I feel lost unless I’m told what to do. When I don’t have direction I feel even more helpless.
83. What are your pet peeves? What’s this one mean?
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Self Image and etc.Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal dayf or you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? I would rather NOT describe this. I live it everyday, and everyday it’s painful to bear. I’ll not remember it more than I have to                                                  Â
85.What is your greatest strength as a person? Perseverance? Stupidity? Cowardice?
86. What is your greatest weakness? Meekness, inability to stand up for myself.
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I wish I could be more outspoken. At least that way I could say what is on my mind instead of cower in fear.
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Intro-what? Do you mean if I prefer to keep to myself or be with others? That’s easy, by myself, all by myself, that’s how I want to be.
89. Are you generally organized or messy? I’ve learned to be as organized as I can. Then again I don’thave much to keep organized.
90. Name three things you consideryourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Good at: Pretending,following orders and getting the Bastard mad
Bad at: Speaking my mind, standingup for myself, thinking for myself
91. Do you like yourself? No, by the gods no.
92. What are your reasons for being anadventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)
Reasons for being an adventurer? To become someone that my mother could be proud of, to live up to the same standards that A’Bhen Nunh lived to. At least that’s what I think I would try to do.
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? To find my place in the world. Surely it can’t be here with the Bastard.
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? In one of three places, broken and being used by the Bastard;dead; or free and fighting to find where I belong.
95. If you could choose, how would youwant to die? Protecting someone, standing up for someone anddefending them from the injustices in the world.
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Kill the Bastard, set fire to as many of the clan’s houses as I could, and run away as fast as I could.
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? That despite everything,she changed her fate and managed to find a real place to call home.
98. What three words best describe your personality? Meek, subservient and indecisive
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Pathetic, pitiful, reserved
100. If you could, what advice would you,the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice…)
A’Kuri, by the gods don’t give up.Whatever you do, keep fighting to find your place. You can find someplace to call home, I believe it! You have been through so much, use what you know and get away from all that suffering. Not everyone in the world is out to cause you pain, there are people out there who want to make you happy. You’ve worked hard to stay alive in those miserable conditions, now it’s time to work hard to break away from them and move on. Love, excitement, friends and happiness can all be found if you just gather your courage and break free from it all. We are all waiting for you, we are trying to reach out to you. You just need to look up and see our stretching hands. Once you do, you just have to reach for us. We’ll welcome you with open arms and show you how great the world can be. Just keep fighting, we’re waiting for you, in this place in the sun.
84. Describe the routine of a normal dayf or you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? I would rather NOT describe this. I live it everyday, and everyday it’s painful to bear. I’ll not remember it more than I have to                                                  Â
85.What is your greatest strength as a person? Perseverance? Stupidity? Cowardice?
86. What is your greatest weakness? Meekness, inability to stand up for myself.
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I wish I could be more outspoken. At least that way I could say what is on my mind instead of cower in fear.
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Intro-what? Do you mean if I prefer to keep to myself or be with others? That’s easy, by myself, all by myself, that’s how I want to be.
89. Are you generally organized or messy? I’ve learned to be as organized as I can. Then again I don’thave much to keep organized.
90. Name three things you consideryourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Good at: Pretending,following orders and getting the Bastard mad
Bad at: Speaking my mind, standingup for myself, thinking for myself
91. Do you like yourself? No, by the gods no.
92. What are your reasons for being anadventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)
Reasons for being an adventurer? To become someone that my mother could be proud of, to live up to the same standards that A’Bhen Nunh lived to. At least that’s what I think I would try to do.
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? To find my place in the world. Surely it can’t be here with the Bastard.
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? In one of three places, broken and being used by the Bastard;dead; or free and fighting to find where I belong.
95. If you could choose, how would youwant to die? Protecting someone, standing up for someone anddefending them from the injustices in the world.
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Kill the Bastard, set fire to as many of the clan’s houses as I could, and run away as fast as I could.
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? That despite everything,she changed her fate and managed to find a real place to call home.
98. What three words best describe your personality? Meek, subservient and indecisive
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Pathetic, pitiful, reserved
100. If you could, what advice would you,the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice…)
A’Kuri, by the gods don’t give up.Whatever you do, keep fighting to find your place. You can find someplace to call home, I believe it! You have been through so much, use what you know and get away from all that suffering. Not everyone in the world is out to cause you pain, there are people out there who want to make you happy. You’ve worked hard to stay alive in those miserable conditions, now it’s time to work hard to break away from them and move on. Love, excitement, friends and happiness can all be found if you just gather your courage and break free from it all. We are all waiting for you, we are trying to reach out to you. You just need to look up and see our stretching hands. Once you do, you just have to reach for us. We’ll welcome you with open arms and show you how great the world can be. Just keep fighting, we’re waiting for you, in this place in the sun.
