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16th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon
I'm John Waterstrike of the small Hyur clan Waterstrike. True, I'm not Hyur but a Miqo'te. Mama thinks I may have been a Keeper's son, though it never bother me. I'm name after my Papa, the one who found me and raised me as their own. I hav...had an older sister, their blood child; Tanya. She's been gone five years now, since the calamity and I still wish that she was here to guide me, even if it is just with a gentle smile and a hard shove. *a few wet spots appear on the paper*
Baderon was telling me about his time as a mercenary and how ships would keep log journals. So after retiring to my inn room, I decided to make a log of my adventure here in Limsa Lominsa... and maybe...just maybe writing down these vision will help me to control them. The headaches and visions started after a strange dream, a female's voice telling me to 'Hear...Feel...Think', and above me a strange star shower in the sky. I saw a darkness right before I woke up but I'm not sure what it means.
Then I meet a girl...
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My Arcanist's master sent me to check out a disturbance in the aether near Summerford Farms. I'm not sure what I stumble into when I arrived but I was meet by a stone golem. She appeared near the end of the battle, which I counted as a blessing, since I didn't think me or Kit was going to survive that thing. It was when she turn to me that the headache happen again and I found myself lost in the strange visions again...
Everything was faded, like the very colors of the world was drain away. I was standing beside her, walking through different areas of Limsa, and feeling completely lost at what I...we were looking at. During one of the visions, she looked up at the sky and I did as well. What I saw froze me in place...
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My mind stuttered at the sight of Dalamund, taunting me as it hung in the sky, reminding me that it would take one of my dearest family members from me. Yet, why was I seeing it in the sky now when it has been five years since it was brought down onto Eorzean. I don't think I truly understand what was/is going on. I know it wasn't long after that vision that I woke up with my head throbbing in pain the woman looking down at me in concern.
She help me to my feet and introduce herself as Y'shtola and I also gave her my name as well. She had also saw the disturbance in the aetheric flow and came to investigate. Just before she left, she looked at me as if she knew me...
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She told me to tell Baderon what happen, which I did...kind of...ok, I left out the headache and visions. But how can I explain that to him...I wouldn't blame him if he called the Yellow Jackets to have me locked away. By the Twelve, Tanya, I wish you were here. I know you would have an idea on what is happening to me. *the ink smears as if the quill was held too tight* I'm scare, Tanya... am I losing my mind...
