I'm just going to talk about Nekhii because Jade and Sechen are pretty desensitized to it. Sechen just doesn't kill beastkin for food but killing out of self-defense or protecting someone else or a village doesn't bother her. Jade just doesn't kill on a job because it's super unprofessional of a thief/mucks up hiding. Â
How does your character deal with killing?
Nekhii cries, he vomits, he shakes, he feels awful about it. He's not good at sneaking, and he's gotten harassed by the occasional angry drunk with a knife. He'd rather not die and so if it's kill or be killed, he goes for kill. Monsters and killing for food is different but killing people is the most horrifying idea to him.
How did your character feel after his/her first kill?
At first, since he was still living with the Horo, pretty normal. It wasn't until he started realize that death was horrific that he steadily felt worse and worse.Â
Does your character mull over it later on?
He mulls over it a lot. It's why he eventually quits fighting and goes to healing instead.
How does your character deal with killing?
Nekhii cries, he vomits, he shakes, he feels awful about it. He's not good at sneaking, and he's gotten harassed by the occasional angry drunk with a knife. He'd rather not die and so if it's kill or be killed, he goes for kill. Monsters and killing for food is different but killing people is the most horrifying idea to him.
How did your character feel after his/her first kill?
At first, since he was still living with the Horo, pretty normal. It wasn't until he started realize that death was horrific that he steadily felt worse and worse.Â
Does your character mull over it later on?
He mulls over it a lot. It's why he eventually quits fighting and goes to healing instead.