Celestial Opposition

I might be a bit later for the subject of the thread but I'm here to even get some advice. I'm like you, I used to RP 'normally' without having some anxiety attack or anything like that when I was younger, now that I'm older I can't do the same. When I was (with my former main-rp character, now main-content character) on Balmung I used to be part a FC that a former friend created, they were the first people that I rp'd in ages, some stuffs happened and I had to step back, my husband decided to try the game and I moved the said main to the same server that he was. There I felt a bit more comfortable with RP, probably cause I was RPing with my irl husband and that made me feel more comfortable and secure with my abilities, more due to English not being our first language, and even tho we only rp'd in English to train mine. While we were playing we used to attend some events but I usually focused only on him and not anyone else, except the staff from the place we attended. Now he decided to stop to play for good, the game isn't that appeal for him and I decided to retire my main character from RP at all and give light to the alt I left behind on Balmung when I moved. I'd love to attend some events, and even walk-up towards a character that I found interesting but I stall, I have a shock and only stay afar watching what's going on. Events are practically a "nope" not only due my social anxiety, but due to my odd timezone too. As some people gave the advice to not create a character that might have the same personality traits like yours is easier (my, now, main-rp isn't shy but she can get around some people) even having this to 'force' yourself to get out of your shell sometimes it don't work. I hope you feel better, that your will to RP come back, like mine is coming back but I'm focusing on writing her story first.

Welcome back to game and to Balmung ^^ I can say that your character is intact. I'm one person that wants to know about lore, even having only one character that follows the lore rules (Lunya), while other is kind a mess (Alexiel) Really hope that you find a buddy to RP with =)

Now I'm real curious about the story that we will recieve. The first part's story didn't hint that we would fight Ozma (or a similar figure) and I need to know to keep writing my background story >.<

Thanks ^^v

Hello everyone! Let me introduce myself. My name is Morrygan A'ensland, but can call me Morry, I'm an Au Ra (trapped in a Miqo'te body temporary) and just transfered from Behemoth to Balmung due the lack of RP scenario on Behe (and others stuffs) I didn't RP in a game/forum since 2009 so I'm a little unaccustomed but plan to return to the rhythm that had previously. I still writting down my background story to post on RPC Library :tonberry: So... See ya o/