*chuckles*
Yes, I do know what you mean.
In EverQuest, I returned after many many years as the game was free. They had a new server there, Vox, which was only a year old. What a great place to go to, enjoy the game and make a guild?
I did good for about 3 months then it all went south. Since my new guild was very different from others on the server, along with real life kicking in .... which is a very big factor for me. I've been married 13 years, I'm 35 and wife is 40 .... so RL will always take priority, my guild of 35 main accounts went down to 5 after a long month of family deaths, vacations, and illnesses.
To say I was sad is an understatement. I was crushed. And trust me I put a ton of work into it, I made my own website, worked my butt off ... and it didn't work.
So I guess I have a fear of trying to "start over again" on a "new" server. That is a reservation I have about going to Gilgamesh which I don't think will easily be allayed.
Yet that could also move into Balmung. If RL takes priority, would any guilds have myself and the wife if we are gone for almost a month? Some can be sudden disappearances though I always do my best to tell people when it will be a planned absence.
Eh, more to think about.